
My Desires
I desire complete devotion, servitude, surrender.
What is devotion when all you’re giving Me are scraps of yourself?
What is service and surrender if there’s not much to surrender?
Because of My desires, My submissives learn and strive to be whole, to be a complete version of themselves, so that when they give their all to Me,
they truly are
giving
Everything.
Because that is when I find submission to be the most meaningful.
When you are given the utmost freedom (that you’ve always had), when every choice is totally and completely yours,
and you choose
to surrender
to Me.
That surrender can look like many different things—consensual nonconsent, pain, gentle domination, or perhaps total power exchange—but regardless,
you chose it.
It’s funny, the paradox. In your most powerless state, you are also the most empowered.
We live our lives in a constant state of powerlessness.
We didn’t choose to be born.
We didn’t choose to live in this capitalist society.
We didn’t choose our trauma.
…
There comes a moment in time,
when you finally decide that you consent.
You consent to existing.
You consent to the pain.
You consent to the suffering that goes hand in hand with the bliss.
You consent to being alive.
…
Nothing changed,
And yet everything changed.
What does it mean to surrender to life, to Me, to the Universe?
P.s. My kinky interests are vast, ever expanding, and evolving.